Changed my thoughts.
Changed my feelings.
Changed my life.
I loved you more than myself. Put your life over mine.
Just for a taste of your darkness. Just for the caress of your fingertips.
But I was drowning in your fears. Falling deeply into the abyss.
Sinking into the cold void. Too far away from the sun.
Now I’m leaving, without saying goodbye. Because if I stay, I just might touch your face and take the dark plunge again.
I might disappear into the intoxicating darkness of your body.
As long as I’m with you, I’ll never be safe. As long as I’m with you, I’ll always be lonely.
I have to break free and rise to the surface. If I go my own way, I’ll be able to breathe again.
When I go my own way, I’ll never be alone. Because I want to live in the light again.
I want to feel it on my skin again. I want to go home again.