Dangerous

Can’t sleep.
Aimless thoughts racking my brain.
My enemy is keeping me awake again.
My mind runs amok in the earliest hours of the morning.
Lying to me.
Replaying every past mistake or missed opportunity.
She makes me question myself.
She makes me second guess everything.
Tonight I won’t let her win.
On her path to shame me,
She’s opened a window to my inspiration.
She’s unlocked a door hidden amongst the rabble.
My fingers are itching with the need to write.
Words buzzing around the inside of my mind,
Like a swarm of honeybees.
Creativity flowing through my body
And it’s a rush.
I’m a mad scientist working in the lab.
Me with no sleep, pencil and pad.
Dangerous.